Even if I don't

I miss you most in the morning / Most every morning / I wake up thinking I could call, I could come visit, I could come running, we could relive it / But when I think of all that we've been through / Going back to you seems such a foolish thing to do / I hope you know that even if I don't, I wanted to / All those words you said at the ending were pretty revealing and I can't forget them / All those ways we missed at connecting despite all our trying it always came back to what I couldn't give you / So when I think of starting up again, or trying to be friends, it seems impossible to do / I hope you know that even if we can't, I wanted to / Who knows why two people perfectly aligned should ever have to find themselves apart / I'll never understand my heart / I miss you most in the morning / Most every morning / I wake up crying