All you had to do was show me love.

00:11

You walked me home but I left my heart some place else.

If u wanna be a complete ass prick at least pick the right day

I fucking hate all of you.

4

Be better

Note to self:

You only exist when you're of help 

What's the fucking point of saying all that of you don't fucking mean it? So fucking sick of all the fucking lies you fucking people spin all the fucking time. Fuckers

6月30日 

  

今天天气好晴朗但心却乌云密布似的。

不知为何最近特感伤。。。 

真的好想念，好想念， 好想念快乐无忧的生活。

也好想念，好想念， 好想念拥有外婆的日子。

再不过多久就该离开了。 

起初期待的心情已人间蒸发。。。

现在时间过得越快，心就越沉重。

我好期待奇迹的出现。

people 

can

be

so

annoying

懒人
懒人
懒人
懒人
懒人
懒人
懒人
你是个大懒人

some humans are not worth loving
love them anyway 

“You want me to be a tragic backdrop so that you can appear to be illuminated, so that people can say ‘Wow, isn’t he so terribly brave to love a girl who is so obviously sad?’ You think I’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star? I’ll swallow you whole.” ― Warsan Shire

you did not need me 

so now i don't need you either 

4am honest thoughts

please don't make it my job to ease you of the guilt you feel
i don't give a shit about how you feel
just like how you didn't give a shit to how i feel before
instead of feeling gratuitous, i feel so so so put off
people are caring only because they feel bad about something they did or did not do
not because they truly care about how i feel
if you didn't care before, then you jolly well don't care now
"it's never too late to start" is not always true
sometimes it is too late to start!
say for example... this time round

*
i have many coals and few diamonds but those few diamonds are more than enough :)

Dinner with my GGs. 

you don't know what's involved
you don't know what's at risk

you don't value what you have

lol bloody bitch
god knows how much i detest you

you know what's one thing money can't buy you?  

that is bringing back the dead

it's a little wonder why emperors of the past dynasties are so obsessed with immortality 

death can be quite the nasty bitch

i'm like a child who belongs to nobody so i wear you like my clothes, hold you close to my body, because you hurt so good, feel so bad honey~ i just want you to want, want you to want me~

you're like a fake diamond, sparkling in the moon and sun~ you shine like the only one but when the darkness comes, baby you're on the run~