Even with a gapping hole in my heart, I pray to the unknown, earnestly begging it to never take you away from me. Not now. Not ever. Cos you're just so dear to me. But that's so selfish of me. That's defying the law of nature. That is also never going to happen!
Sigh. I don't even dare think about the day I lose you to things beyond my control, things I can't help, things I can't salvage, because thinking about it make me feel so powerless and I don't like being powerless. Helpless sounds more apt though.
In any case, I thought you should know that for you, I'd do any thing.
