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I do not expect any of you to understand how I feel. I REPEAT, I DO NOT EXPECT ANY OF YOU TO UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL. You don't and you won't. You won't even try! Whatever I say will always be treated as a petty outburst on my part. So why should I bother to show you the light as to the reason why if you're gonna shut me out as soon as I try? Just go on and do as you please without asking any of us, without asking me. That's what you always do anyway.