Tonight I go to bed grateful as ever that I have my friloves by my side. :') I love every single one of them and they are really very very very precious to me. They are the wonderful people I want to keep by my side for the rest of my life! To see me through my good times, bad times and the important moments of my life. So much like family. :) :) :)
Haven't been in my best mood as of late but I'm sure I'll be okay one day! Just as my kind friend said to me the other day... I need to 1) stop blaming myself for every single thing and 2) stop trying to save the world because I'm only human and there's just so much one can do.
Here is two I just added myself:
3) Learn to let go. Whether it is of mistakes, regrets, failed achievements or failed relationships. Or of pain caused to me.
It really is okay to let go as long as I know I have tried my best / did my part. And if letting go means a happier me then all the more I should let go. Fast.
4) Stop depositing my faith and hopes elsewhere.
I need to STOP thinking that just because the people before screwed up big time = it will screw up big time when it comes to me / my turn SIMPLY BECAUSE IT DON'T WORK THAT WAY AND THINKING THIS WAY IS POISONOUS TO MY HAPPINESS SO NO NO NO NO NO I NEED TO CHANGE. Just because he, she, they can't work it out doesn't mean I can't. I can and I will work it out. Like a tedious algebra question.
May the universe grant me with THE BIGGEST HEART so I can forgive some people AND forget some misdeeds AND live happily ever after, the way I should and deserve!!!! :D