hy·poc·ri·sy/hiˈpäkrisē/
| Noun: |
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| Synonyms: |
cant - dissimulation - double-dealing - insincerity
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I'm so tired of people and their disgusting antics. The tricks they hide beneath their sleeves... The sly smile they form with their lips... Their badly hidden desire to inflict pain on you until they destroy the very last atom of you... These things, they don't have to be said out loud; you can just feel it - the feeling that you can't trust anybody… even the people who claims that they'll be there forever and more... because let's be honest, they almost never do. Then there are some people who use you, and then leave you when you're of no use of them or when they've found someone of more novelty.
I don't like this. I don't like when my thoughts and/or emotions spiral out of control. It makes me sad when it happens; it makes me scared of what's going happen.
I want to talk about it. I want to talk about my problems, my worries, my frustrations, my helplessness. Trust me, I do. But I can’t bring myself to. It just feels wrong to bother someone else with my problems when I am already quite a handful to begin with. I really wish I didn't have to deal with this.God, take me away, any time.
I don't like this. I don't like when my thoughts and/or emotions spiral out of control. It makes me sad when it happens; it makes me scared of what's going happen.
I want to talk about it. I want to talk about my problems, my worries, my frustrations, my helplessness. Trust me, I do. But I can’t bring myself to. It just feels wrong to bother someone else with my problems when I am already quite a handful to begin with. I really wish I didn't have to deal with this.
