Last night I went to bed drenched in this sadness I wish I never have to feel again. I have had worse times but last night was just awful. I thought I'd wake up and find my heart in pieces like how it always play out in the morning but I guess today's just different. You know what? I dreamt of you again. It was a sad, sad dream, but beautiful nonetheless. That, my dear, that was the closest I've ever get to you, and I guess, the closest I'll ever get to you. The dream felt so real it kept me wondering if you dreamt the same dream I dreamt. Those words were just what I have always wanted to say to you, and the words which came out of your mouth were exactly what my ears have been longing to hear... and all the words intentionally left unsaid were the words which hurt too much for me to speak of.
I asked for a sign last night before I slumbered into a deep sleep and I guess this is it - a sign for closure, a sign asking to move on. It really is good bye this time round isn't it?
Till fate bring us back again.
